worth the wait

you asked me if knew anything about El Filibusterismo, and as i answered "yes", i hurriedly looked for my notes in the computer, as if you were someone I owed a favor to. you see, i don't usually do favors for anyone i don't know well. but i thought you were different.

4456651232098 hours on the phone, thirty-someting basketball games, and a dozen of girls later, we've established a kind of friendship that no one, inlcuding ourselves, thought could exist. and we were unstoppable. we'd argue over the silliest things, and laugh at the shallowest ones. you knew each and every secret I have and though i didn't think knew you actually care, i was secretly wishing you would.

i knew i'd be walking on thin ice if i told you the only one secret that you didn't know. i didn't want it to end so i kept my mouth shut. but you, on the other hand, had a secret you've been dying to tell me as well. we hesitated, but took the shot anyway. and look where we are now.

and if there's no tomorrow, and all we have is here and now; I'm happy just to have you, you're all the love I need somehow.